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Friday, February 10, 2006
After a long hiatus....guess what....I'M BACK!!!!!!
dun be too happy though my wk as whole sucked...it sucked real bad...u know i reall yhtought this wk would be gd...but it really took me for a spin on a road i havt been before.It all started on
Sunday....i only slept for 2 hrs that sat..cause of the party and all...and i was really grumpy that day....
Soon morning went and evening came...then i received this call from one of my friends..and she was like crying la..when i picked up the phone and her crying my heart sank la..damn sad...she and her boyfriend split that day..oh noo..sothats that..the day was a bummer...i spent almost the whole night talking to her...things doesnt help when her bf is my good friend...sux rite..wierd position was i in..I was trying to find the right song to send her that night to cheer her up..finally decided on 2 "im with u" by avril lavign and "sometimes u cant make it on ur own" by U2 and boy was she happy for a while...thats the least i could do right..
Then monday went terribly..i was so tired that day in the morning..still felt rather sad for my friend...didnt really talk much that day...felt a little sick too..didnt feel like talking to anyone...a few other things happened that day and felt like crap....then that night my friends bf called me..and he like told me his side of the story...so thats that
Tuesday the same...didnt talk much...
Wednesday....didnt talk much
Thursday...finally opened again...was a little better...but then my comp crahed with ALL MY SONGS!!!!!!!!!!!!..shit...i need my songs.i couldnt even enter windows..Reformated my comp..there went all my songs..but i had forgotten to unplug my ipod from my comp and it got reformatted as well.So now im REALLY SONGLESS!!
Friday....quite sick today...sent my ipod for replacement..and i have to wait until monday...so ya..was sick but walked to hmv..wanted to buy..the "Friends with benefits" album by oth and "From Under The Cork Tree" album by fall out boy...bought neither though...will be back on mon to buy them..
Weekends time...gonna spend some quality time with my friend..
i know i promised to cheer u up when weekend comes ...so how abt sun we go for dinner and a movie???call me k.
At least have my backstreet boys..nada surf....deathcab...and rascal flatts with me..now..so ya preety gd..listening to "shine on" by ryan cabrera..song of the wk
heres a fe lines from that song..
Given every moment i had
Still i can never seem to keep up with you
You're done with one mile and onto another one thousand
Still i can never seem to keep up with you
You know youre,
your beautiful
You're beautiful
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8:17 AM
Saturday, February 04, 2006
inspiration to blog after reading jean's blog. just came back from a run. tiredd. 2X rd my neighbourhood. wonder how much the distance is. MUST pass my bleep test tmr.
anyways yesterday had a nicee time. went to long's house for a supposed party or rather pai nian. worst thing was me and jared forgot oranges and we were like super paiseh. purpose to go there was to watch soccer, had some arsenal match but ended up gambling. adrian tan, clarence, jos, jared, long there as well. clarence humoured us all along and the best thing was he was drunk even before drinking. talk about pepsi cola and all. thinking back, clarence was actually the first outside friend i made in my sec school, i can still vividly remember talking to him in the toilet. he's a really great person. reminiscince of the past.
btw if youu havent caught final fantasy VII advent children yet, youu just missed the best thing on earth. i just watched it. the best movie i ever ever watched making king kong, geisha and harry potter look like amauters. whoa. incredible graphics, brillant storyline. im mesmerized.
oh, my style of writing is changing. must be influenced by long.
being held back @
8:02 PM
Thursday, February 02, 2006
okey im blogging here tonight....was kinda tired today lor...but hanging in there...chinese new year holiday was perfect ..visited 3 houses ...was kinda fun although spend alot of time catching up with old friends....from church and all...didnt really sudy muchhh.now u know why i was unprepaired right wahwah....for the chem test but nvm that i sitill think i will scrape through....although mrs too marking it....means my chances are 0 to none la...u know she said im from mars la...freek la she...just because i said the wrong answer...should have told her.."yes mdm u r right im from earth and u r from ur anus"shes a real pain la.....keep on picking on me....say i cannot copy properly alll...damn her la...nvr mind la..who cares abt her....shes so insignificant although my neighbour might saay othervise...hmmmm.......u know .....okey thats it la..probably the highlight of the wk...today was joke day...real funny la....heard some rellly gd one like mr ruben and his tissue packet..and i was histerical lah!!!freeking funny...haha...
till nxt time cheers
---dan!
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7:41 AM
Saturday, January 28, 2006
first thing first. a happy chinese new year to one and all. its wonderful to have a long break once in a while. happy holidays though chem test just spoils any happy mood. cny's eve was brillant. there's a phrase, the love of the game as drian says. do youu have it? on sat morning was the first slk match of the new year. we took a long while to find the nicely hidden field. had an official ref and all. however i had not fully recovered from my "viral infection" yet but for the love of the game, i risk everything. fast forward - the game ended 2-0, first goal from jielong, the other from me. first goal in a long while for the new year, great. however the score wasnt anything to be proud of as the other team only had 10 men. yeps. then it was reunion lunch of us all.
reunion dinner.
then sleep
anyways tomorrow's the first day of chinese new year
wish you all, all the good 4 letter chinese words around
and more money (:
being held back @
7:45 PM
Wednesday, January 25, 2006
ever wondered how much people love youu?
keep wondering
Simple Plan - Perfect
Hey dad look at me.
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time...
Doing things I wanna do
But it hurts when you disapprove all along.
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that I'm alright
And you can't change me
Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late
And we can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright
Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late
And we can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard just to talk to you
But you don't understand
Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late
And we can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late
And we can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
its looping in my head. make it stop.
being held back @
6:24 AM
Monday, January 16, 2006
okey..what a long and busy day it was..today....but just afew thingys striked our...firstly in the mmorning..it wad damn wired..u see my alarm is usually the radio..and i woke up about 5 mins befor it rang...laying on the bed,,this song suddenly came to me...(so beautiful by Mr hayes)..and i was mumbling it to myself..then suddenly...RING RING!!! tha alarm rang and u wanna et what song was on the radio.....Yup...so beautiful it was..so i was like WOW!!!what a conincidence....than the wierdness continued..U see for the last few days i have been listening to Jimmy eat worlds(Your house),Better than ezras(A lifetime),Rascal flatts(Feels so good) Allisters (blackout) ..continuously..and while i was walking to the busstop in the morning,i plucked in my ipod..and again those four songs played in that order....Coincidence much!!!the songs i have been hearing today...are like the ones i love...so im like a little freeked..Finally earlier ...when i was home at about 645pm..i was watching the sunset..cause its awsome from my house...when have u ever and 2 in a million(s club 7) played on my hi fi....again wow!!!those are two of my all time favorite songs..so ya kinda wired i know...anyway....was hmm different...new week ..new beginnings..but almost everything remained the same except that it had a differnet spin to it....okey kinda late now...rushing bio !!!!!tooooooooooooo muchhhhhh...
being held back @
6:52 AM
Friday, January 13, 2006
okie have reached certain negative feedback that I AM not blogging. so here i am. basically i was rather sadd the other day over football and over myself lacking fitness. kinda got better thanks to people. wanted to msg dawn to see if she could cheer me up. well maybe next time. ah hahaha. kept my promise though to that lao ya pok pams.
anyways schools rough as usual. maths, bio and chem sucks. now add pe to the list. look dont mind but what the fish is the crawling foot contact? hmmm. many will agree that sprinting is perhaps not the best activity that we could contact during pe. we hope for better. i guess i was the only one who benefitted as he gave tips on fitness. lectures are getting confusing and cold. yes cold. brain freeze in the subzero temperatures. sunday morning rain has been falling well until today, the sun's out. soak it up.
2 words receipts inxchange for long replies has been the "in" thing now right? i feel like a con-er.
kae kaes. the new year's here, a better me, i will be.
-T-
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5:58 AM
